I love being home... It lets me sit back, clear my head, and think about what I really want with my life for the time being. 

This week has been pretty amazing...

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you, tell you I need you

Tell you i set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions

Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles, coming up tails

Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy, 

it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy, 

no one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

Tell me you love me, 

come back and haunt me

Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles, chasing our tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy, 

Oh it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy, 

no one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

Am I the only one left on here?? I think so... 

Much Love...

****EDIT****

Forget that...

************

It's been awhile.. So I figured it was about time..

Things have been just so messed up lately I've found no reason to share my thoughts..

It's a Pink night for sure:

Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no
Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythm of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
........

Much Love...

This about sums it up...

And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said, "I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight"

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus, take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me

***EDIT***

I've been thinking a lot lately, and this quote sums it up:

Much Love...

Soo.. I've been thinking about things a lot lately...

this whole love thing...

not happening...

So here's my question..

What is love?? cause evidently everyone else is finding it.. and i'm looking in the wrong places...

That is all.. answer my question.. please!!

Sooo....

Some people are gonna find me crazy but I came to a realization today, and that is.. I'm finally content with where I'm at... It's all in God's hands now as far as I'm concerned...

I can't wait for this year!!!!!!

Pearl Smooter: Your daddy... lord, but I was a fool for that man. I couldn't even put one foot in front of the other. I just kept thinking, "Oh, preacher, hurry up before he changes his mind!" Now that man makes me so crazy sometimes I could ring his neck!
Melanie Carmichael: You still love him, though.
Pearl Smooter: God knows I do. And only He knows why.

Much Love...